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A Sign

So last night I binged again.
I’ve been powering through the last couple of weeks highly motivated (thanks to the tumblr community) and doing so well.

I got right back on the wagon this morning with a big healthy breakfast and I just realized its past lunch and I haven’t thought about food.

Anyway the binge last night and poor performance on the scale really really got me down and instead of being inspired by all you beautiful weight loss success stories they were getting me down. Ive been like “why is she able to lose aaaall that weight and I can’t even go 2 weeks without fucking up. I’m such a loser. I’m going to be fat and miserable all my life.

AND THEN…

A stranger just walked up to me with a big smile and said:

Have a great afternoon, you’re beautiful.

That stranger will never know what they have just done for me.

I CAN DO THIS

Sort of Start - 85.6/188
I just took my first “before” photos. I was surprised that I didn’t look a bad as I thought I would from the front…from the back is a horror story. Further to go than I thought.

Oatmeal

Im in my second week of dieting.

tumblr is helping sooo much. Thanks to all you guys who are making it soo easy to stay motivated!!

So everyone is espousing the awesomeness of oatmeal and there are heaps of recipes for great oatmeal and people are saying that its there go to diet food…WHY?

Why is oatmeal so great for weightloss and what other benefits are there and how much of it should i be eating???

Thanks in advance

Nom! Honey Soy Kangaroo (350cal) with Vegetable and Herb Cous Cous (144cal). Full.

Sorry the marinade was Honey and Soy Sauce, The meat is Kangaroo meat
(and i dont know how to comment or reply) — Nom! Honey Soy Kangaroo (350cal) with Vegetable and Herb Cous Cous (144cal). Full.

Sorry the marinade was Honey and Soy Sauce, The meat is Kangaroo meat

(and i dont know how to comment or reply)

Day 3

She looks healthy and radiant. i want that.

from-fatass-to-hourglass:

extralittle:

countdowntoskinnysummer:

life

lollll

I’m sure the juxtaposition is funny to some, but to me it’s kinda sad. It’s how I used to feel (and sometimes still feel) if I go to the pool or the beach and see these other girls in bikinis who look perfect. I used to wear shorts over my one-piece because I was so insecure, and I think this photo illustrates how I felt about myself inside.
It makes me sad too…that woman probably thinks that she is stuck that way and we all know that she doesnt want to be that way — from-fatass-to-hourglass:

extralittle:

countdowntoskinnysummer:

life

lollll

I’m sure the juxtaposition is funny to some, but to me it’s kinda sad. It’s how I used to feel (and sometimes still feel) if I go to the pool or the beach and see these other girls in bikinis who look perfect. I used to wear shorts over my one-piece because I was so insecure, and I think this photo illustrates how I felt about myself inside.

It makes me sad too…that woman probably thinks that she is stuck that way and we all know that she doesnt want to be that way

(via from-fatass-to-hourglass)

Weightloss Progress Chart(1Kilo = 2.2lbs)
21.5k/47lbs to go — Weightloss Progress Chart(1Kilo = 2.2lbs)

21.5k/47lbs to go

Binges

Maybe the binges are some sort of defiant rebellion against myself. Maybe I’m trying to persuade myself that I don’t care “look at me scoffing all this crap, nothing matters” and maybe I believe it for a little while. Not anymore though. I’m on to you woman! I know the games you play.